Didn't go to school today because got a slight fever......
Wonder...... you guys prefer to have a sweet dream or a nightmare?
Dream is not real......
For me, I prefer to have a nightmare. At least, when I wake up, I will glad I am still alive, I am fine and so on~
Just get a sweet dream? lastnight...... Someone that I tried not to mention in a very long time appeared again......
Thought I already get over of it....... but it didn't seem so......
Well, I just can wish myself all the best.......

Arrr....... tomorrow need to retake History 1( Islamic civilization ) paper......
Just get a forward mail that make me really sick today......
I hate myself.......
Just now I realize sometimes when you are helping others...... its may not totally a good thing, at least, you should know who are you helping and it is worth it? Perhaps, the person you help now...... just kill someone? just commit a crime? Or will commit a crime?
Perhaps you guys out there think I should not accused someone for the crime he/she not yet did, however I am much more willing to be sellfish than regret one day...... I am regretting now......
Homosapien...... the most dangerous species around......
Thing happen a lot these day......
I scold someone yesterday though afterward both of us make peace......
Just......
Feel incomplete recently.......
Today workout...... more like I am a weight lifting machine than I am training...... I just keep the weight going....... not been distracted...... but... just doesn't get those kind of feeling that I always get...... ( the pump is there... but my mind just feel different)
Even around the world...... many things happen......
Chaos? in Taiwan and Thailand....... And some argument keep occuring between my country ministers and some "old men"~~~~~~
Listening to Jam Project " Saviour in the Dark"......
Perhaps...... its time for saviour to reappear ( I am not a Christian).......
Guess, this world really need saviour......
I am thinking too much and complaining too much I think.......
Till next time~

Arrr....... tomorrow need to retake History 1( Islamic civilization ) paper......
Just get a forward mail that make me really sick today......
I hate myself.......
Just now I realize sometimes when you are helping others...... its may not totally a good thing, at least, you should know who are you helping and it is worth it? Perhaps, the person you help now...... just kill someone? just commit a crime? Or will commit a crime?
Perhaps you guys out there think I should not accused someone for the crime he/she not yet did, however I am much more willing to be sellfish than regret one day...... I am regretting now......
Homosapien...... the most dangerous species around......
Thing happen a lot these day......
I scold someone yesterday though afterward both of us make peace......
Just......
Feel incomplete recently.......
Today workout...... more like I am a weight lifting machine than I am training...... I just keep the weight going....... not been distracted...... but... just doesn't get those kind of feeling that I always get...... ( the pump is there... but my mind just feel different)
Even around the world...... many things happen......
Chaos? in Taiwan and Thailand....... And some argument keep occuring between my country ministers and some "old men"~~~~~~
Listening to Jam Project " Saviour in the Dark"......
Perhaps...... its time for saviour to reappear ( I am not a Christian).......
Guess, this world really need saviour......

7 weeks more....... yeah I still haven't start anything......
I am suck...... I am pathetic.......
Damm me~~~

Great...... 8 weeks left for STPM...... yet I still haven't work anything for it......
Spend my day with watching Ultraman...... and Ultraman....... and listening to Ultra's theme song......

Life is...... something that got no U-turn...... the past been past...... its somewhere that we can't go back......
Recently pretty weird... I keep thinking thing of my past ( sound like some old and ill people that gonna *** soon)
Though I frequently think back my past...... but the urge to progress is much more tense than ever......
My schooling life gonna over......
Indeed I get some useful lesson during 13 years in school...... I met many people... good and bad~~~
I doubt I will ever be here blogging if I didn't attend school ( for instance, I won't get to know others language so much beside my native language)
Got a urge to wrap everthing up...... ( sound like I gonna *** again......)
Back when I am form 5, there's no such kind of feeling even on my graduation days......
But now? 64 days to go...... yet...... my emotion start boiling~~~
I am kinda introvert and shy some of the time( most of the times......)
Guess I won't be able to say thank you or sorry to all the people I met during my school life......
There's not use if I just keep all the things inside my heart...... but it just feel weird to say it out.......
Well...... to the people that had help me...... taught me...... TQ
To people that keep picking me up...... TQ too...... you make me become much more patience......
To people that love to criticize me~ TQ too...... you make me realize my weakness......
To people that had walk through my life...... TQ too.......
And well, to people that "kena" ( can't find a better word) by me....... Sorry~
What else I wanna say......
Emm......
I think I will keep my mouth shut for this time~
Till next time~~~~~~~ Have a nice days :)

Emm...... Its been a long time since I updated my blog~~~
Having my trial exam recently and suffering much from sleep disorder......
Taking too much caffeine too recently......
And...... perhaps....... slacking too much recently......
67 days to go......