Goin crazy again~~~

Yeah yeah yeah I am gone crazy again...... Actually today I started my day with a pretty good move... Wake up at 5.45am, cook myself an oat and eat it, do some strecthing, bath and go to school. Teachers give back Economy paper and Malay paper today, although I failed my Economy paper, it doesn't affect my mood~~~
At the evening, I went to the gym and train with our local bodybuilder Mr Lawrence Cho, I got a very good workout and understand more about bodybuilding..... This really pump me up for the rest of 2 hours ( after that I am like dead fish...... :p)
What should not I do today was, I should never online...... I got a very bad habit, everytimes if I login to my friendster account and if I receive a new message, I tend to check the sender profile even I know who she/he is......
The story start here, I receive so called a message of encouragement from the girl I really really like...... Oh yeah because of my bad habit...... and oh yeah...... I see something that I should not see again ( refer to the incident " a pic can kill a boy") This time its much more...... Oh yeah...... Imagine how am I now...... Oh yeah.......